Random ?W

Hello people ! :D People referring to no one actually because i know no one is reading my blog.
Finals is coming. No doubt, it is another expected challenge in my life.
September 11th lays my first paper... Will be starting my studies from this saturday !
It sucks but no choice, i cant afford to fail any papers and there are too many other things that i have to achieved as soon as possible.
Graduate straight get into a bankto work or go oversea to work in a bank with minimum income of rm6k per month. Buy a house at the age before 25.

I don't know la. I just know there is no reason to fall but to achieve great and higher dreams in the future.

This is damm random. I am sorry that i have not posted any pictures here for a long time. I will do it maybe next time. See how la. Take care bloggie. :D

Another 'sien' day.

I am really bored. Bloggie thanks once more for accompanying me at this time.
Finals is coming, i should be studying. I am too lazy to start. My results are sliding downwards every semester. If my results for this semester continues to slide down, i am really going to vomit blood.

Life is as dreadful as ever.

Fbf night :D

Faculty of Business and Finance night !

The things that i want to compliment about !
1. The stage background looks good.
2. 'Kurang Manis' band sang damm well, super love the guy that can sing. He is the man.
3. Emcee was 'fei' enough. (  i hope you all can understand what i mean)
4. Two of my lecturer was invited as VIP. Awkward moment when i saw them. HAHA !
5. 'A mao' gave free sand art performance and turned into a DJ in the last moment.
6. Saw super a lot of pretty and sexy girls. Of course, a few were beautiful. Had lots of chance to hit them but what to do I still love my cutest baby, Kee Sing Toang.
7. First time see my baby enjoy on the stage feel happy for her. At the same time, this may increase her popularity ends up a lot of asshole will be coming after her.
8. Yes yes i love the glow stick ! It was coool ! :D

The things that i want to complain !
1. The first half of the event, the FUCKING LIGHTING ! EVERY FEW SECONDS THE MACHINE WILL POINT THE LIGHT TO THE AUDIENCE EYES. DO U KNOW IT IS FUCKING ANNOYING AND PAINFUL !
2. I couldn really get into the mood of dancing or getting high throughout the event. Was trying too hard to make myself happy and feel good. My friends on the other hand thought i was enjoying. Seriously no i am not. I feel like going home.
3. Cake buffet in the middle of the event. Seriously if i know the cake taste like that, i wouldn give a damm about eating. Took 3 different piece of cake, ends up 7 pieces. This is what happen when you have friends that will take more than they will eat. Yeap, i finished it all because i dint want to waste them.
4. The glowing spectacles have to ownself make.
5. Queue up for the cakes. WHY U NO USE A BIGGER ROOM FOR EVERYONE !

I think that summarizes everything about the event.

Its a Sunday. 'I am not lazy but i just love doing nothing' . Just kidding. I cant afford to be lazy today.
Need to redo my resume. Finish up my Acedemic writing essay. Do my Customer Relationship Management assignment. If i still have the time or the mood i might try to finish up my Money and Banking Management assignment as well. That is 'if'. I dont even have the confident to finish up my resume. HAHAHA.

Alright la. Take care bloggie. Loves. :)

Another day to write on you, dear bloggie ;)

So a year and more has just passed just like that. I bet you miss me like hell right dear bloggie?

I am here to write on you again and i dont know i will abandon u again or not. Lets  hope not right?

I am currently in year2 semester3 ! Year 3 sem 1 internship. Year 3 sem 2 and year 3 sem 3 , thats the end of my degree life. 

Adrenaline rush in my head thinking back of the good old times i had since year 1 sem 1 till now. I cant say i dont miss it. In fact i hope it doesnt end so fast, at the same time i hope to get my degree certificate as soon as possible. “You couldn't have strength without weakness, you couldn't have light without dark, you couldn't have love without loss” quoted by Jodi Picoult, The Tenth Circle. 

I really dont know what to blog about right now. While blogging this, I wonder who still blogs at my age. 

OH YES, i am 21 already which means you are with me for 5 years already dear bloggie ! If it is even possible i hope all my histories in here can be retrieved back. I really hope i can read back all the things that i have posted. 

I am like talking to myself already right now. I think that's all for now.

I miss you girl. :( 

Semester break finally~

The nightmares of all gemstones and pearls of UTAR has finally ended .
I have never ever studied so much for my test and this time I did..

Study till my first white hair popped out.. I have no comment on it.. I am not kidding this time because my first white hair really grew out due to too much of study stress.. Anyway it doesn't matter anymore because what is over is over.. We can only hope and pray hard that we scored well and pass with rainbow colour..

After my test, the next day i went Genting Highlands with Marcus, William and Patrick..

Did not planned to overnight there because my main purpose is to attend an interview to be a coupier in the casino.. 

After much persuasion and temptation, I have decided to stay with them and enter the casino for the first time despite i am underage.. Used patrick's genting card to enter... Hahahaha.. :p

Hmm.. It was really a great experience because i've learned many many games inside and all my curiosity have finally cleared off... A lot of smokers and nothing really special inside..

Last but not least, my interview was a success and i will be going back to genting on the 28th then i will work till my semester start which falls on the 16th October or even later.. Owh well.. see how la ! :D

take care guys. bb.

Tarantula Contest !

Hi peeps ! Dont even know there are people reading this or not.. Hahaha..
Anyway I have just finish 3 / 5 ( Management principles, Quantitative Technique II and  Pendidikan Moral ) of my final paper... Left Financial Institute Operation and Macroeconomic which is on 19th and 21st...
Hmmm.. Everything seems fine to me.. Hopefully the 'fine' word will eventually remain or get better.

Just so you know, I have recently joined a Tarantula Contest !
Only the winner gets the prize..
One of the rare species, Monocentropus Balfouri !!
Really hope to get add this into my collection  !
Unfortunately to win this, I will need to or it is a must to annoy everyone with my spamm...
As much as i hate to do but I have no choice.. Therefore, I sincerely apologize to everyone whom I spam..

'Every like* is a lot to me. Like the page ! https://www.facebook.com/pages/Arachnids-World-Online-Store/166548476782870?ref=hl THEN LIKE MY PET ! PLSSS !! ONLY 2 CLICKS. 
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=278278742276509&set=a.278277362276647.53401.166548476782870&type=1&theater
THANK YOU VERY MUCHHHH !'

It is really quite easy to win actually, as long as everyone cooperate with me. However, many and most of you all wouldn do so and I totally understand..

Because if each and every of you in my friendlist are willing to help me ask 10 of your own personal friends to like my contest... then asking 100 of you all to help me i will get 1000 likes* easily...
 Owh welll... I just hope my competitor will just give up and let me win.. I am really tired of spamming...

Take care peeps ! Bye bye !

Its been awhile..

Hmmm.. I have always thought of deleting you my dear, bloggie.
But whenever i want to, i could not do it because of the number of times you saved me from being being bored, lifeless, lonely and helped me expressed myself so badly. In fact, so much of memories and time we have been through together...
It does not matter how many post have been deleted and how many times i deleted everything to start all over again because you are still always here.. Right here waiting for me to type on you.. Share what have happen in my life... and so many things more..
:D
I shall start typing on you again when i am free.

Random

Dear bloggie.. Why aint you my doggie..
Okayy.. forget about what i typed just now..
Sometimes i feel like i am talking to myself instead of writing my blog..
Because whatever i type i am actually reading it out..
This feels like kinda weird and yet fun.
Maybe thats one of the reason that keeps me typing and typing and typing..
You know what? This is getting kinda sick.
But i enjoy being sick in this way.
Instead of facebooking everyday, looking at other people status, pictures, comments..
This is much more interesting actually. Its like training for my Oral presentation on this coming Friday.
And i have no freaking idea what to talk about.. Especially it must be related to business and must be a positive topic instead of a negative one which i can do so much better usually.
Hopefully i can get some inspiration from the things around me tomorrow.
Because if tomorrow i still dont have my topic, I will be definitely rushing to do my own powerpoint slides on Thursday and got no time to do short practises in front of the mirror to make sure i do well..
Hmm.. Practising speech in front of the mirror.. Something i dont usually do..
Maybe its one of the most effective and efficient way to speak or present properly for presentation.
Anyway, I freaking got my Nike Running pack.. It includes a Nike Bottle, an Orangy Running Nike T ( freaking love the material and colour ) and its Nike KL Run 2011 recycle bag..
Really have to Thank God for all these for rm20 .
I know i am being a cheapskate.. but who cares.. 20 bucks for all these is so freaking worth it..
At the other hand, I am actually working as a volunteer for this event.. I think i will get another volunteer nike shirt ! ;) WEeeee~ and not only that but also getting paid.. WEeeee x2 !!! LOL...

Love..
Did you know sometimes letting go means love...
Do you even understand what I am talking about..
Let experience tells you everything alright..
:)
Pretty Long post eihh.. :D

Laggy Night

Tonight's internet connection is so freaking laggy.
Seriously Kampar needs unifi..
So many freaking students live here... How can they not have unifi service here..
Such a pity and waste..
Anyway dint really have the time to write on you my dear bloggie..
Besides, my test and assignment what other reasons can take over you right?
Hahaha..
Have been playing Tetris Battle a lot lately.. Pretty nice and fun actually..
But i find it very hard to improve because i suck in estimation i think..
Not to forget, I wanna tell you guys about my friends in Kampar..
They are really really nice people i can say.. But not all of them la of course..
Hhmmm.. Met really quiet a number of new people..
Huihui, Michelle, Sing Toang, Yik Choon, Burn, Fu Han, Yap, Ah Xiang, Joshua, Ah Hao, Zhu Er, Sinnie, Hui xin, Jivita, Kaysa, Michelle no.2 , Chun Mei, Yam, Yong Chuan, Ken shin, Hong ye, Fruits, Huan Jie, Wilson, John and many more.. I forgot quite a number of them as well.. Cos too many chinese name..

I am missing home.. I really wanna go back Pj lately..
I want my own bed.. I want to watch movies..
I wanna see my dogs.. I hate to live without a car and relying on other people to fetch me here and there !

:)

I am being freaking bad for practising skipping classes habit. SHIT !
Thank God i have my friends to back up me for signing my attendance. :)
At the same time, feeling guilty for risking their life into trouble for helping me out.
Have been enjoying and not enjoying my life here.
Enjoying.. maybe because i am able to know so many new friends and hanging out with them makes me understand the world even better or i can say getting a clearer picture of what reality means.
Not enjoying.. because as I had mention about my previous post.. how busy i am.. going through test and assignments..

Anyway ! i am short of cashhhh and credit noww !!!
There are so many things i wanna buy but i do not have the capability to do so..
A new laptop.. Cant play games and its pretty laggy when i open to many files at the same time..
DSLR CAMERA.. My hobby to take pictures of random things..
Bicycle.. Convenient to go nearby places for group discussion..
Speaker.. Laptop speaker spoiling soon if i continue to play music like this..
School bag.. The zip spoiled and its damm old now..

SOMEBODY PLS DROP ME A STACK OF CASH PLS !

I WANT $$$$$$$$$$$.

UTAR

I dont know why but i am feeling a little depressed..
Maybe i am just too freaking stress about my assignments , test and oral presentation..
All of em are like some timed bombs.. Exploding at the same time..
Or maybe i am feeling really lonely..
My PJ friends staying in another house opposite the street..
I am getting along with my new friends though but not all of them..
Owh yea ! Not to mention, i still freaking hate KAMPAR CAMPUS. It is too Big .
Walking a few km every single weekdays.
Is this what the old people always tell you to do ' Always Practice a Healthy Lifestyle '..

I am offended by one of my bro today during dinner..
I totally forgot what we were talking about.. But it was related to Marketing..
They asked me what i got for my foundation.. I said i did well and scored..
He instant reply. 'SEM 4 right ! ' and start laughing away ..
A few others were trying to hold their breathe..
Haih...
I wonder what will happen if i blow up that moment..
Owh well...

Gonna take a short break then continue to do my thing.

Ups and downs..

Woke up at 10.30 morning.. Thought my class starts at 12pm.. Then thought of sleeping a little longer..
After sleeping a little* longer.. Checked my timetable again.. My class starts at 11 a.m... and the time is already 11.15 a.m... And i miss my bus as well...
Owh well.. Currently waiting for my 4pm class at home..

And yes.. my housemate overslept as well.. :)

Have not eaten anything yet.. I realise since I come over UTAR.. i never had an early lunch.. it is always around 3 or 4... Poor little tummy..
I am heading back to PJ by KTM right after my class..
I have listed down all the things i need to bring back to kampar.. and it is quite a lot..
I am suppose to be studying.... yet i still wanna blog..

This post is just so dead... Maybe i am too hungry.. byebye :)

Stress..

What is stress ? 

Based on the Freddypedia, stress is defined when everything around you is moving too fast and everything is not going smoothly as you thought it is suppose to be. In another word, it means too much things to do, too little time to do it. 

It is only the second study week of degree life in UTAR, Kampar.. and the next thing i know was.. 

I am having mid term test next Saturday ! And my assignment due date is the following of the test.. and the following week mid term exam again ! 2 weeks later finals !? 

WTF 

If this is not stress, then tell me what is ...

Taiping :)

Depart from Kampar at 10 in the morning :)
I totally lost track of the time of where I go and what time i reach yea.
Erm... first of all Taiping Zoo ! Saw lots of lots of lots of ANIMALS !
Duhhhh... what else can you find there right?
Rhino's, Giraffe's, Bulls, Owls, Birds, Foxes, Panther, Pink Flamingo, Snakes, Elephants, Tigers, Lions, Wild cats, Orang Utan, Chimpanzee, Monkeys and freaking lots more la.
Visited a few museums... Studying history of 'Perak Man'..
Understand where human started to spread around the world.. Believe it or not.. Our ancestors all come from Africa.. WTF right..
Pasar Malam at Taiping was awesomeee ! Very nice burgers and Apom.. :)
Wanted to rent the 4 wheel car to the top of Bukit Larut.. but the tickets ran out of sale...
Missed the chance...
Took pictures with 3 pythons ! Very funny and memorable time with my friends..
Owh yea ! I forgot to mention about the lovely breakfast I had ! The 'Chao Kuey Teow' and 'Lo Bak' is like the best shit ever  :)
Finger licking good and Saliva's dripping everywhere ! Over exaggerate ? Hahaha !
What else ar? Hmmm thats all about it i guess !

By the way, i had dinner with my 2 pretty housemates. Pretty awkward and funny at the same time..
I can see they are really nice people and quite funny. After dinner, i ditched them and went to 'Ghani ' mamak to watch football with Jia jin, Weixien , Kaili , Sebi , Joseph and Suzanne..
Man U lose to Man city 6-1.. Well done to the 'Cities' !

Alright ! That is all for today ! Goodnight :)

Starting all over again. :D

Alright... Here i go again.. Deleted everything from the past..
Just continue looking forward for a better life. :)
I tried changing my link to a better name.. but somehow it cannot be done..
Therefore, I am going to let it be.. 'freddysadstory'..
Hopefully what I write in the future is not all about my sad and pathetic life alright.
Anyway, I am in UTAR, Kampar now.. staying under the roof of 2173...
An orange colour double storey corner house..
2 pretty girls and 2 friendly housemates :)
Basically my life here is really boring and simple.
Still I am enjoying myself here.

I am currently having my short semester.. 7 weeks duration for 3 subjects..
End around Christmas time i guess..
Wish me luck and pray that I will go through this semester with flying colours.

That is all for today. :)